Sunday, 22 November 2015

why does it never seem to work...

Moving on and meeting new people is harder than you think. I think I invest too much interest too quick even if I haven't even met the person....am I doing this because I actually like them or am I craving for someone to take an interest in me, for someone to talk to and tell my day to. The feeling of loneliness just creeps on up and I don't know how to get over it, and guess who creeps back into my mind, yes he does. Things are not going well





Friday, 13 November 2015

a problem shared...


its happening...

I can look at photos and no longer feel sadness but happiness and joy, I can look and think how lucky I was to have experienced such times with him and his son, and for him to be the one to teach me how it feels to be loved and love someone back. I am thankful for him in more ways than I could say





Monday, 2 November 2015

how do you stop looking?...

In all honesty, I see you everywhere I go, I double take, I can't help but glance and stare at someone who I believe for a moment is you. If you were there, actually there, for that brief moment my life would have been complete


do I write honest to myself?...