Ive had two dreams with him in recently, and both times he has been the one who has wanted to rekindle what we once had. I have been confused each time, I have not known how to handle it but in the end I always cave in and we end up embracing in that oh so familiar way. I wake up not feeling sad, I rarely get upset by him now which is good, but I just get confused. Why is my mind doing this to me, why must I have to go through something like this in a time when I should be looking forward to new people and new faces for me to get to know. My mind sure knows how to mess with me when I think everything is going okay.
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