But this is okay, because I have learnt a way to miss him and yet not let him affect my life anymore. Sending him the letter was the best thing I have ever done and I am happy with how at peace I am with it all now. Yes I am sure if I saw him I would still get a bit nervous, but I would at least know in my heart that I am done with that chapter of my life and I am genuinely happy for him. It has taken me 2 years but I am finally at a place I am happy with, even if some of the quotes still speak to me about him, and I may still post them. Do know that I do this now towards my memories and not towards my hopes for the future
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